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♥ lonesome heart ♥

November 9, 2008

♥ LONESOME HEART ♥

In my lonesome heart
That kept in the dark
I cried each night
when I feel not right

Oh how I wish
that in the midst
You were there
when my life seems unfair

That sorrows and pains left behind
kept remembering in my mind
J
oys and happiness memorised
hoping it will be undisguised

Oh what is this
Is this love that I missed
Give me strenght and faith
so that love will be fade

rath 2001

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That was the poem I made during my 2nd year in college last 2001.
Luckily my first website (http://earathou.tripod.com) is still working and I archive the poem from there.

About the poem, I dont know much how I came up with that.
I remembered I had a rule in creating a poem.

Made it rhyme.

(@_@) \m/ 

 

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The Love of Siam

The Love of Siam is a Thai - Romantic Drama Film last 2007. A multi-layered family drama, a controversal element of the story is a gay romance between two teenage boys. (wikipedia)  

This is a 150 minutes film but you’ll never get bored on the story. I feel every minutes is important on that movie. If you want to get back the romantic and sensitive feeling in yourself I recommend watching this movie (with an open mind).

 

Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy’s older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other. 

  

PLOT 

Mew, a stubborn kid, is neighbor to Tong, an energetic boy who lives with his parents and sister. After accidentally spitting gum into Mew’s hair, Tong wanted to befriend Mew but was unsuccessful. At school, Mew was cornered by several other students was harassed until Tong stepped in to defend him. Tong was injured and apoligized to Mew for the chewing gum incident. Mew was grateful for Tong stepping in and responded that they were even. The two became good friends from that point on.

Mew plays on his grandpa’s piano and is joined by his grandma, who begins to play a song. Mew asks his grandma why she liked that song and his grandma responded with telling Mew that it was played for her by his grandpa. It was a way for him to express his love to her and explains that one day, Mew will be able to do the same for the person he loved.

 

Tong’s family goes to Chiangmai and returns without Tong’s sister Tang since she wanted to stay with her friends a couple days more. Tong bought Mew a present and decided to give it to Mew piece by piece in a game of Treasure Hunt. One by one, Mew found all of the pieces except for the last one which was hidden in a tree. The tree was cut down before Mew was able to retrieve it leaving the present Tong bought for Mew incomplete. Tong was disappointed at their misfortune, but Mew remained grateful for Tong’s efforts. Tang called her parent’s and told them that she would extend her stay at Chiangmai until the 24th of December. Tong looks at his calendar and realizes that Tang will not be able to attend the Christmas play he would participate in.

After the Christmas play, Tong receives a phone call from his parents telling him to stay with Mew and his grandma. After spending the night at Mew’s house, Tong awakens to the sight of his parents along with Mew and his grandma. Tong is told that his parents are going to Chiangmai a couple days to look for Tang. Tong lives in depression until his parents come back, only to find out that Tang may be lost. Tong is devastated and cries in front of Mew, who is trying to comfort his friend.

Months have passed and Tong’s family decides to move. On the day of the move, Tong finds Mew sitting on a ledge overlooking a pier. Tong says his final words and departs in a car. Tong looks back only to find Mew walking towards the car before coming to a stop and crying for losing his best friend.

 

The boys are reunited during their senior year of high school at Siam Square. The musically talented Mew is the leader of a boy band called  August. Tong has a pretty girlfriend, Donut. The meeting stirs up old feelings that Mew has harbored since boyhood, his love for Tong.

Mew’s band, meanwhile, has a new manager, June. She looks just like Tong’s long-lost sister, Tang. After meeting June, Tong and his mother, Sunee, devise to a plan to pay June to pretend she is Tang, in hopes that it will pull Tong’s father out of his alcoholic depression. Tang borrows a story from the Thai film Ruk Jung, saying she has amnesia, which is why she has forgotten how to say her family’s Catholic grace at the dinner table.

 

Mew is also the object of an unrequited crush of a neighbor girl, Ying. But Mew has strong feelings for Tong, which have inspired him to write new songs.

 

The manager as well as the entire band were all impressed with Mew’s composition.

The boys share a prolonged kiss in Tong’s backyard one night after a party in honor of the return of Tang. 

 

Tong also spends the night with Mew, which causes his mother to worry.

 

At Christmas time, as Tong and his mother are decorating a Christmas tree, they have a heart-to-heart talk about making choices, and Tong asks his mother to let him make his own choices. 

Tong then goes to Siam Square for a date with Donut. Mew’s band is playing nearby, so Tong abandons Donut and tells her he cannot be with her. He then rushes to see Mew play and is guided there by Ying, who has accepted the fact that Mew loves Tong. After the performance, Tong gives Mew a gift, a missing nose from a wooden doll that Tong gave him when they were children. However, Tong tells Mew he can’t be his boyfriend but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love Mew. 

 

Here is the OST of the movie. You will love the music.

Lyrics 

What If I say it’s the song written for you

it might be too frank not like other songs doI just want you to know if no love there’s no love song
But for you i can easily gLide along

You must’ve heard millions of ordinary songs of love
all the inspirations are same, they came of

but if you hear it carefully you’ll see what i was meant
that besides my feelings you’ll only here silent

It’s just the song for two of us, only you and me are discussed
be together from now on
Like poetries with out a scope
when there is love there’s always hope
Everytime your love shines on my heart
I always see

Love has many different description
And i spent times trying to find the one

Finally I realized evertime you are nearby
That if my life is a song then you are the words fulfilled with perfect rhymes

It’s just the song for two of us, only you and me are discussed
be together from now on
Like poetries with out a scope
when there is love there’s always hope
Everytime your love shines on my heart
I always see

Together we walk along with my voice and yours in song

Together we walk along with my voice and yours in song

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